Just Spending a Little Time
I have a hard time doing nothing. Doing nothing is probably the hardest part of these days off after each treatment. I don't feel well enough (actually, strong or energetic enough) to go out and "do" things - but feeling too well to do "nothing". Moreover, I feel like I should be doing things, and feel a little guilty because I'm not out there clearing the garden, tending the fruit trees (spraying a little biological control on the peach leaf rollers) and planting the vegetable starts that seem to have taken up a life of their own on the front patio. But, ya know, it's only 9:25 on Monday morning. Things could get better today. I very purposefully took the five days after each treatment off so that I could recover, rest, and charge up my batteries a bit before jumping back into work until the next treatment. Sometimes I feel like I've taken too much time, but then I go do something (even folding laundry!) and I'm reminded right away of why I...